The river's just a river

[oosingularityoo]

Oy. I feel like an emotional train wreck. How to explain myself... Well the world is whirling past me is what it is. So many bad things have happened, and I can't help but be sad for that, but then other things are just fine. I feel like there is this huge knot inside of me, a huge tension of wanting to keep things the same, but at the same time

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[bandboy]

i feel you.
i hope it all clears up for the both of us

[toastedweasel]

RUBY! I am here for you Ruby don't worry. I know you can't stand me but its alright because I am taller than you and that is what really matters.

[elimisteve]

I am definately past the college apps stressing stuff
Where'd you apply to? Where do you want to go? And don't worry--the college life is great :-)

cuz at least i know i'm not being all psycho serious or intimidating.
I know what you mean. I'm a really, really serious student (and person, and I pride myself in acting intelligently so please don't be afraid to exhibit similar qualities) and nobody at UCSB really cares about school. I just have to be careful not to cross the line from confident intellectual to arrogant asshole.

I'm a walking contradiction.
You mean like how you're simultaneously smart and pretty? You're right--that's almost impossible.