FUCK!

[oospoiledonexx]

y the f**k does he feel the need to do this to me...its like im on a gosh damn roller coaster...damnit!..i alwyas end up in this fucked up situations..thats it..im gonna stop trying becasue i always end up getting hurt..and the shittiest part is dayna was rite about all of this..now i just look fuckin stupid and i know the first words shes gonna

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[conceitedqb]

stop complaining! ur barely gonna be a junior and ur spazing way too much! fuck the guys and thats that. band camp will eventually get easier and ull be relieved when you catch ur second wind. ur a strong and tough girl so if ur feeln sore, everyone else is feeln double. dont quit anything. no one wants to be friends with a quitter. just hang in there. school will come all too quickly and then youll have me and my team to cheer on at the football games. just dont do anything stupid and just try and chill,... its summer from goodness sake!!! have fun and if you ever need to vent, just hit me up on my cell 444-4972. i try to be unbiased but sometimes i dont like hearn people whine. but dont hesitate, we are good enough friends and i told you to watch out for those malatto boys. : )

[finchroxmysox]

courtney, if there's anything dayna should say its "let's talk about it".. if she's such a good friend, then she's not gonna rub it in your face and say,"i told you so". I mean sure.. the guys sketchy as hell! but i wasn't about to tell you no dont do this. because you need to learn on your own.. all these experiences(or shall we say 'non-experiences') youre having with guys are just getting you ready.. so that when you meet a guy that makes you feel like your head over heels about him, you won't screw the opportunity up. because you'll know already what you did those last times. of course when you compare yourself to girls like me who have boyfriends all the time.. you're gonna be like ugh, this sucks.. but do you think its actually great??? i have boyfriends all the time cos i'm super dependant on guys. i have to have that feeling of being in love.. i can't stand being alone. its not something you want. because i'm sure you've heard it once or twice.. love hurts... bad. just be happy that you havent found someone that really has

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[oospoiledonexx]

thank you both for ur words...i think that whole thing was just an explosion but im doin a lot better now...i've kinda just come to realize that when its time for me to ahve a guy i will..i need to just chill and enjoy the ride as much as i keep wishin for a guy i know when the rite one comes along...i'll be able to totally appreciate him and the relationship for all that they are..so yah...thank you both