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oovioletroseoo

why isnt this weird...ahahaa

Jun 27, 2005 02:23

I hate how numb I feel. I’ve realized that things that should faze me don’t, I should be experiencing feelings concerning intense and emotional circumstances when I can’t. My anthem is “I don’t care” …I want to care, but then I think about it and I realize that maybe it’s ironically liberating that I posses a shielded heart. Maybe it’s a sign of ( Read more... )

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at least zahidism June 27 2005, 14:37:03 UTC

we know you have a future in being a superhero. i believe they too have shielded hearts. what's with these deep posts yo, chill out kid and lighten up. yeesh. i feel like crying now.

Re: at least oovioletroseoo June 29 2005, 21:05:18 UTC

::Passes tissue box:: its all right man…let it out.

The Summer Of Natasha...what's your alter ego's name? natashaislove June 27 2005, 23:59:53 UTC

Ma bella, You are not cold hearted.

The drama that has unfolded and progressed into this climax has gotten to such a ludicrous point that the only thing left to feel is that indifference, this new found nonchalance.

There is a sense of defiance and of "Rage Against the Machine" when we are overtaken by that feeling of non-feeling.

Has that not been the theme of this documentary? Or perhaps in the denoument we shall realize a different one.

For now this is the Summer of [conditional] Reckless Abandonment and infinite laughs. Enjoy it.

You're a rebel, baby. A sexy one, at that.

Love Always, Natasha

P.S. I am proud too

ill be at liana's Mommy...were going to the gym... oovioletroseoo June 29 2005, 21:44:29 UTC

I think u take home the rebel award for this summer Pamelita.

I agree candid_craft June 28 2005, 04:31:03 UTC

I have gone through that phase all the time and there's simply nothing wrong with you my love...sometimes I find myself just saying this like "so what?" "and? ur point being?"...wait it out..you'll eventually grow that urge to care...maybe this is a process of going through the reality of life as merely "what is..is", therefore you probably feel that to care is like to hope for something that you cannot and do not have control over so it seems pointless. Things will come to be...

Re: I agree oovioletroseoo June 29 2005, 22:03:37 UTC

Thanks Tiffy, your exactly right, but what else is new. ;)

Re: I agree candid_craft June 29 2005, 22:06:50 UTC

Well, I am also growing and gaining...weight that is...lol

Other than that, I am doing lovely. We will both go on a "I don't give a damn" rage! Let me know when you are ready.