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like crashing through a wall, like standing on a flame. love, it plays your heart, like a missing pieces, game.
its hard to see in the dark when your mind is set ablaze. just whispering, to your self "i swear its just a faze."
you can run and you can hide but youll never get away. for love is that goal in life that will always stay.

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monsters burn inside of me. they eat away at me till im a hallow shell ( Read more... )

i dont hold grudges. i just cant. no matter how hard i try. its not really too faced its just, thats the way i am i guess. some people arnt the vindictive type. and to every one i ever have shit with... im sorry, illgetover it in a few hours. its proly due to the lack of sleep i have or how bad i need a cig. or something. i dunnoi. whatever. im ( Read more... )

what bullshit. im tired as fuck. i never have days off. yesterday was my first day off in 2 and a 1/2 weeks. that was the day of my graduation party. im exhausted. i cant breath. all the pollen is making my throat close up and my sinuses drip. mostly to the back of my throat, witch is the start of tonsillitis ( Read more... )

It seems like life isnt something you win or loose at. Its still a race; a competition. But its a bloody cactus race. round and round till your heads in your ass. I guess is all dosnt even matter. We're all gunna die in the end. one way or another. like a fucking pot luck dinner ( Read more... )

*sighs* graduation shit. i had practice today. tomorrow is the whatever, Saturday is the party! mine and charlies. your invited BTW, thats right YOU! whom ever you are. i havent talked to andrew at all today. i miss him. i called but it was busy. ugh....i hung out with C-dawg mr. president. katie came over with chad and sara beth. katies such a ( Read more... )

ugh. im so fucking busy all the time. i never stop going. even in my dreams im doing something crazy. are bowling allys open on sundays? hm. This morning i burst into tears at M&Ms. im so stressed out all the time. SO if anyone wants to give me a massage ill pay you dude.. maybe i can con andrew into it :D hopefully it wont be too much conning. i ( Read more... )

I have a new fella. His name is Andrew. Hes so sweet and hes a jack ass. I love it. I dunno why. Im a little meaner then he is. lol no suprize i supose. He was pretty tipsy tonight, said he loves me. I dunno i dont want to rush things. But I want to be in love with him. i really want to be. ugh, fuck capitalization. its so much work, lol. yea...i ( Read more... )