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I am at a breaking point.

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[birdiebirdie]

oh no. not a GOOD breaking point, eh?

I'll be thinking about ya.

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Actually, yesterday we had a really positive discussion. I think Jeni finally realized that she needs to do something to get treated or get her Borderline Personality Disorder under control. I think in some ways I approached this conversation in the wrong way, and I am just now starting to learn things about this disorder, And also realizing that I am extremely codependent, which is something I need to work out. I think things will look up from here, if we both stick to our guns and try to help ourselves, and each other. Thanks for thinkin of me madame peacock! muah!
-moriah

[birdiebirdie]

wHAT KIND OF PERSONALITY DISORDER DOES SHE (AND YOU) LIVE WITH? oops....caps....

lemme say this, nothing BAD ever came out of learning and a little therapy. co-deps and borders - it's all fuel for a little time on the couch, but certainly - even if the therapy doesn't bring your relationship back to where you want it, it's good for ya.

in my opinion internet research is a good start to the therapy.

Do either of you have a health plan that offers counselling? Whatchagonna do now?

tell me.

Damn, if only my friend Gail was still alive - this is just the kind of thing she reveled in - lovely young lesbians with psychological issues that can only bring them closer to knowing eachother and themselves.

shit - that might be how we got together in the first place! hee hee

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i am in trouble for posting about that....lol. I didnt mean to broadcast anything negative, I posted cuz i was proud of her but I'm like a boy and i do and say things without thinking they're bad until after i do them. lol.

[frolicplay]

have you ever been to sitwells?
i think you 'n jeni would like it.
especially tonight :) harps.violins.and such.
very celtic sounding?? i dunno.

if you gotta break, dont snap too hard, k? 0_o
and if you need to talk or anything, im here.
*shrugs* just thought id offer. heh

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thanks hon. And yes, sitwells rules. I've only been once, but I loved it. :-)

[sweetnickels]

You sound like you need a vacation, I'd suggest wandering around housten woods barefoot, that's usually a fun get-away...probably not in 43 degrees though.

also, I still want to get you some flyers but the easiest time to do this would probably be the weekend, which would only give you four days of advertising left. You'll probably get some anyways though.

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Yeah, I'll slap em up, I will call yo utoday. promise

[sweetnickels]

and I promise to not receive message from said phone call till around 12AM...and proceed to hopefully not wake you up.

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hehe. well ok. :-)