Sometimes I sit and wonder if I can't write anymore because I lost my soul.

Soooo effin spastic right now. Just got back from NH, holy crap that was fun. I love Nicky's crazy family, they are totally kick ass, and I already miss Nicole, Ricky, Max and Logan ( Read more... )

Tomorrow morning I leave for Cove. Im wicked excited. Itll be awesome to be with Nicky's family for almost a week, I'm sure. I can only imagine the craziness that will ensue. May I come back in one piece, lol. Hopefully I won't be too mellow for them. Ill be bcak probably later on Thursday or so.

I kind of like it when fate works out and it seems like everything connects and has purpose, you know ( Read more... )

You know, out of all the things I'm most proud of in my life (i.e. being a total douchebag to almost everyone, scaring a boy so much that he threatened to call the cops if I went near his house again, totally destroying a 12 year relationship with a single letter), the thing I am *THE* most proud of in my life is that I'm an all around fuckup ( Read more... )

There's a difference between angry and emotionally upset. Though the word "upset" seems to link to angry, more so than any other emotion.

Fireworks. Four people. Mass amounts of uncomfortable nervousness. Mass amounts of laughter. After it all, finally settling onto the blanket to cuddle for the firework show. God that felt good.I'm reading too ( Read more... )

I had a dream I told him, and he pretty much agreed with me and said it back. Then I was dating Amanda. Weird.

Love how my dreams always make sense. Totally.
Then someone else wouldn't kiss me, instead he teased me. Bastard.

Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)You are a passionate, caring, and unique person ( Read more... )

The last few days have somehow blurred into one really long ass day. It's making me go crazy. I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO WORK YARG. I feel totally useless and I feel the need to be productive but I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

The plane is crying ( Read more... )

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