"In the history of language
the first obscenity was silence."

I want to go hiking. So badly.

Today started out kind of bad but then it got really nice ( Read more... )

Remember when you were little and the night before Christmas or something you'd be SO EXCITED and you couldn't sleep and all you wanted to do was fast forward time?

I wish I still got excited about things like that, but now I sleep soundly every night.

Also, Family Guy isn't funny.

I honestly wish I was more excited for my birthday. I keep getting real excited for stuff and then I'm just not anymore.

I wanted to go hiking [on my birthday] and have a picnic but no one can. Or wants to.

I hate having bad days.

I just need someone to be mice to me for like 15 minutes.
That'd be swell.

Just so you jerks out there know, I stopped drinking, and doing dumb shit, so don't ask me anymore to get drunk with you or expect me to fuck you or something ridiculous ( Read more... )

I honestly want to sometimes move into a little cabin in the woods (where it snows) with someone who is good for me and read books with them and write books with them and drink with them and be happy with that. I don't care if it is unrealistic because its what I fucking want out of life, especially right now. Right now ( Read more... )

I'm going to get at you.

But as for now I'm looking for a new victim.

Today was good. Went to CT to see Bill ( Read more... )

And to think I wasted 11:11 wishes on something like that. Silly me.

But honestly?
I don't really care anymore. And I mean it.
Because I'm young and I'm mean (to quote Bukowski) and I'm still learning from my mistakes and I'm going to keep doing what I'm doing until I have a reason not to anymore.

I really hope my vacation gets better.