Dream again, and a good bit of thought
My dad and brother went on a camping trip to a large grouping of campers, don't know specifics but it was. My brother got chased off for inappropriate behavior and it was bad enough for me in a dream so I wont scar any readers. After some time we've set up camp and figure out the sleeping arrangements (two people forced to a tent, regardless that we brought our own) and there was some rain. Everyone is pairing up and eventually finds someone. Some how I find out that two of my friends are dead, one from suicide and one from poisoning. Then everyone heads down to the mess hall to eat and we sit down, then get up walk around and sit back down and then there is a parade of angels carrying different things across a stage. Obviously this being an odd thing to see angels, and real ones in the dream even, making a parade. So I ask and it turns out that the mess hall was at some strange spot bridging heaven, hell and earth together (sorry for the choppiness of this but it's a dream and it's going to move strangely). Then an angel fell out of the parade and more or less right next to me, wondering how to get back in. I end up taking the thing he was carrying and running into the parade, and becoming an angel and of course losing my being alive to join. From there I started thinking too much (see below) and before I could search out either of my friends I woke up, though I now believe I would only be able to find one.
Okay so there was some religion in there because I associate heaven and hell with religion and it may be distorted to your beliefs if you don't have at least very similar beliefs (this is pretty much what went through my head as I was waking up). Firstly, as I ran off to find my friends, I had seen one and that was what prompted me to run off, I realized that I would only see that one person, the other that had committed suicide was in hell, more or less you cant be forgiven for taking your own life. Second was that the object I took from the lost angel was a burden, this I don't quite have any specific beliefs about but it would seem weird to have died and brought them to life, so if you have any better ideas please share. Though mostly this would just have been me taking his burden to become an angel. Lastly, and this is something that I guess because of how festive the dream was for the most part I didn't realize until the end. The two people that died, I'm not the closest to them, but I know them well enough and am close enough that I would miss them and I woke up making sure that they were still alive. With the poisoning and suicide, I learned about the suicide first in my dream, but if it were to happen it may have been from the other death, looking to join the first. Beyond that even the two I think have realistic deaths there.
So basically I just want to say to everyone that you are important and if I haven't seen you recently then it just makes it more. I love you all, and don't be stupid in thinking how. If the people that died ask I'll tell them if not they wont know, but otherwise don't ask, because if you're not them you wont know unless they say I can put their names out.