yeahhh.
feeling pretty gross right about now.
talentless? am i?
i dont have a song for auditions.
its really depressing me.
maybe ill sing happy birthday again.. lawlz.
i suck.
why do i even try.
wait. i dont. nevermind.

i dont feel like being in my life anymore
i'd rather sleep.

i miss having fun.
all i do is work.
idk whats going on either.

this took me forever.
you should look, you're probably in these.
( the past two years, in pictures. )

She said "No one is alone the way you are alone."

im glad you all had an amazing summer.
but im looking forward to school.
im sick of being alone.
god this month royally sucked.
i just want summer to end.

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jesssss got a new job ( Read more... )

okay.
fuck you.
fuck publix.
fuck michigan.
fuck everyone whos not on my side.
fuck everything that wont let me have what i want.

i hate being told no.
fuck giving up.
i came so close.
but i cant.
FUCK THIS.
im finding a new job
and im going to do this myself.

hi, my name is jess and im a chain smoker.
but i have amazing friends.
( see here )

what a shitty dream my life has become.