i miss steven. i want him to come home from college. i want to elope and never have to face the world again. i want to run away. forever.

i get so depressed when he's not around. when he's not one phone call away. when he's really so many miles away. and i know i'm ranting and whining and complaining but i don't care, ok? musical auditions are on ( Read more... )

i love this:

( My Interests Collage! )

so i know this is pathetic, but i'm actually really sad about the fact that Steve Irwin died. like, he was invincible, so what are the rest of us supposed to do? i'm never leaving my house again. i just feel so bad for his family...

on another note, i'm having emotional problems. second thoughts about relationships and not feeling as sorry as i ( Read more... )

so i really don't want to go to school on tuesday. i know i should be all excited cus i'm a senior but i DON'T want to go. and i refuse to audition for band, it's turned into crap. so that's that.

MY LEG HURTS SO BAD FOR NO REASON!!

steven came home today and he's on his way over here right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy.

i almost lost my promise ring today, i took it off to brush my teeth so it wouldn't get dirty. when i went to put it on again it fell in the sink but i caught it before it went down the drain. mum would have killed me if i lost that. tim and i ( Read more... )

i ran through the pouring rain. i'm soaking wet. but i got your letter, and that's all i need. to hold something you touched. to see your handwriting. i love you

i just got my first letter from steven since he went to college. he drew me some ridiculously amazing pictures. too bad i don't have a scanner :)

Ammunition for a Bolt-Action Heart

look at all the pretty boys/tattoos of ships/tattoos of tears

lol cimac nor can i

but i had a plan, i had a plan: i wanted to kiss you on the mouth, but you disappeared and God knows i did too...

TWO BISHOPS AND A RIVER

norman_normal: she does EVERYTHING!

i'm B-O-R-E-D to the extreme. know what that means?!!!!!!!!!!!!????????? it's ok neither do i. i was taking a personality quiz and it said

which word is funnier to you?
1. vicious
2. tin

and when i read TIN i started laughing and couldn't stop. it was weird. i get so odd at night. hmmmm.....


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this is a Neutral Milk Hotel song that i absolutely love. because i've realised that now that steven is at college, i'm gonna go back into my depressed stages. it's already started

Three Peaches

So wake up run your lips across your fingers till you find ( Read more... )

and one day we will die and our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea. but for now we are young let us lay in the sun and count every beautiful thing that we see....

steven left for college today...i am not happy.

so am i allowed to play Neutral Milk Hotel as loud as possible? you're damn right i am!!

sometimes i just need to get a good ( Read more... )