so we lost to bolton. again. three fucking points. THREE. last time we lost by ONE. damn it all ( Read more... )

i feel really bad. i'm singing at our game tonight, but i bet i won't get to play that much, which sucks. i feel really down right now, and i feel ill, too. my head nose and tummy. oh well. life goes on, right? jenn and sierra are really loud today; they're so hyper. i feel bad 'cause i'm in a bad moodish, so i'm not much fun to be around. there's ( Read more... )

who i am or what i am is not something i can change.

just fucked up another audition ( Read more... )

i'm kinda scared to go back to basketball. i mean, i love playing sooooo much. but i've never been scared as bad as the other night. and i know i'm just whining, but that's what i'm told lj is for lol. i've never actually STOPPED breathing, though. never. what if i make the same mistakes again and can't control my breathing? i mean, forget abuot ( Read more... )

SHOW ME SOME LOVE HERE PEOPLE! i keep commenting to you, so do it back to me!!! please? xoxo

anyway, snow day. home again, home again. icky weather, and i'm too bored to update.

i'm so scared. i know i'm whining, but oh well. if you don't want to hear it then don't read this post ( Read more... )

so last night i was at basketball and we were doing a bunch of sprints and stuff. my asthma kicked in before the rescue inhalor could work, even though i took it. so i couldn't breathe. everyone was telling me what to do, to sit up, to do this and to not do that. i'm sorry, but when i'm in that shape, i can't listen. all i can do is try to breathe ( Read more... )

so yeah. i'm sorry i've been such a crappy person/friend lately. no excuses. but anyway ( Read more... )

so heres what you have to do. please.

post a comment to this post telling me something. anything at all. just tell me something.

for example, i just asked two different people and they said. . .

i'm probably gonna jack off later

I LOVE CHICKEN

so now it's your turn. ready . . . . . . . go. post.

and for those of you who read my last ( Read more... )