i'm fucking miserble again

[operationtbs]

i found out i might be going to bootcamp. i hate my mom. she said i should stop acting like im crazy/depressed. dumb bitch, if i could id be happy. if she keeps pushing me shes going to end up dead, or ill kill myself or both. i hate this, im sick of it. i need a new environment. im starting to fall apart. i told her to wake me up so im not late to

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[hoboken]

try at something you like and that benefits you

[operationtbs]

i cant think of anything right now. i should fuck around and lose my dignity to get back at her. she holds public opinion high on her head.

[hoboken]

well if you do that then it'll just make her go nuts.. i don't know i think i'm talking out of my ass. all asian parents care about everyone's opinion..

[operationtbs]

well she says she doesnt...but then she tells me dont do stuff thatll give our family a bad rep. wtf. its not like the relatives on her side of the family havent already. she thinks i dont have class.