Listening to Heros by the Wallflowers. Love that song ( Read more... )

So yeah.. one person ruins it for all of us. I have officially made all comments registered users only. I've been getting comments from some asshole.. so rather than bantering and playing their little game, I just blocked anonymous comments. And for the asshole: Hey, if you'd like to comment, my email address is bottlerocketfantasy@yahoo.com. ( Read more... )

I wrote this stuff earlier. Its by no means my best, or even good. But I needed a way to channel my anger, and this was it. Enjoy...

FoolOne day you'll look back on this ( Read more... )

I discovered the velvet underground last night. I'm in love now. It's not angry, it's not sad, it's somewhat political, and it doesn't really relate to too much of my current situation. A great escape ( Read more... )

Back in berea. Weekend was hell. Found out a lot of things about Billie that maybe I didn't really want to know. She and Hank have had sex. God, just the thought repulses me to know that bafoon's hands were on her. She also says that she loves him. I honestly think its because she lost her virginity to him, but that's just me. I sent him an ( Read more... )

someday things wont be so bad ( Read more... )

I'm coming to terms with this whole shebang. I'm not thrilled, but, as I told her last night, I will be there for her, even in a few months when she comes to me after he does the same to her that he did to me. She said she didn't see it that way, but then again, I didn't expect her to ( Read more... )

So okay. The uncertainty of my whole situation is over. I know all I really need to know, since I don't really need to know much. Now the healing begins. It's not going to be easy, or even bearable at times, but I know if I'm going to live and survive, I have no choice. Like Mr. Allen used to say, "Adapt, move, or die." I'm not sure which is ( Read more... )

billie and hank are officially dating now. "I want Hank, I know what I want." damn. I guess I don't know what else to say, except that this can't last long.

I'm trying to do my damn women studies reading for tuesday.. over one hundred damn pages... and Lisa just HAS to get my roomate talking. Ugh. No concentration whatsoever ( Read more... )