Whiskey Flavoured Lullabies

Whiskey flavoured lullabies
gentle sweetness, warm touch.
Darkness alighted with fire
lustful burnings of tomorrows desire.

I feel so drained and lifeless. I'm sick and tired of fighting with Jason, and at times I am sick and fucking tired of Jason himself. I want to let go in ways, I can see that it isn't what it used to be, but I am not just ready. Today he said we are over, our friendship altogether is over, but as per usual he took it back. And, at the time, I ( Read more... )

This is one of my favourite of his ( Read more... )

Fake plastic tears ( Read more... )

For those that are interested ( Read more... )

these drugs make me so happy, it can be at times exhilarating! I'm just looking over the three entries that I've put in ( I know, not really alot for criticism, But) my other journal is so different and so depressing. I guess the thing is, yes I am stressed, but I'm not hysterically depressed so its all ok ( Read more... )

I believe that I might have possibly discovered the reason, or perhaps it is more correctly referred to the underlying basis for the possesiveness of men whilst in a relationship. By no means do I mean that this is to stereotype modern men, but the male race altogether ( Read more... )

Ariel ( Read more... )

The idea of life, in itself, seems to me futile at times. I feel like I am forever glued down to one spot in time, the future something constantly talked and worried about but never to eventuate. I ask myself wether it is worth it all and sometimes I do not know.