feeling like strauss' marschallin today. take that as you will ( Read more... )

i need therapy like it's my job.

that's actually going to have to be the title of my performance practice paper, because i've gotten fuck-all done on that.

the smoov jazz has finally stopped down the hall. thank god. they leave the door open like their structureless jamming is a gift to us all.

right. today would have been my three-year

1. Grab the nearest book ( Read more... )

i don't want to see the movie version of "closer" because the play was so damned amazing. it was the only show i spent my own money to see when i lived in new york. i went by myself and was literally on my edge of the seat the whole time (and yes, by that I mean physically sitting up against the seat in front of me. i *hate* the over- and mis- ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

i must admit that myspace is succeeding only in confusing me. do i post there? do i post here? what is the point of the message board? just when i grasp the subtle sociological differences between text messaging and IM, they throw this at me. i feel more comfortable here, i think, so here i shall remain ( Read more... )

total jean count ( Read more... )

i thought i was going to accomplish a lot over spring break, but i just had a lot of doctor's appointments and a couple of really weird experiences as only i can. i can update you all on that personally--don't want to throw it up on the old lj.

my fortune cookie says: "You have an ability to sense and know higher truth." nice.

last night was one of the best nights i've had in ages. cool people, good conversation, and some really hot music. i was driving home at 4 am and realized that i'd been up for 24 hours. i don't know if i've ever done that before. well worth it, though. i think our brains fire differently in the wee small hours of the morning--things suddenly ( Read more... )

thank God for my sister. everything was just bearing down on me today and i was so depressed... while i was giving this kid a makeup listening exam, i was all crying and trying to pretend that i wasn't and was sounding mary poppins-like about the whole thing to disguise it... bah. we had to dance in opera rehearsal today. not only did i make a ( Read more... )