you let me down

[opheliarevived]

i want to just skip work and sit here and cry for the rest of the night. seriously

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[unitykid]

This is not a post to be mean, it's probably naive to try anyway, but that's ok. A very wise person once told me that usually when normal people get negative reactions from their behaviors, they change them. This is something I have found (and have been told) I am deficient of and it is very obvious you are too. You repeat the same patterns of blaming everyone else aside from your frequent woe-is-me attention cries that are obviously not borne out of honest introspection but just one more method of trying to get sympathy and attention. You repeat the same behavior that doesn't work and leave you fucked and others either fucked or angry over and over again from group to group never changing anything but the faces that surround you. You constantly blame them then request sympathy and cry out "NOTHING EVER GOES MY WAY" without ever honestly looking or inquiring as to why that is. You can reply that I don't know you, that I don't know what's going on, and whatever other write-off justifications that allow you to feel alright about your

[lilpami]

omg this is almost exactly how i feel right now. i just cried for like the last hour. and i dont feel like feeling better or cheering up cause i shouldn't feel better...i shouldn't think i'm wrong cause i'm not. i hear ya jess.