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[opticl_illusion]

So, I am at my Mom's right now, just visiting and 'doing research' online, whatever that means. So many things have been going on, and I know that I have said that before in my other entry before this, but I don't think I can say it enough.

I don't know why I speak too soon. Like, I say things are great way before I should. Everytime I open my

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[emrld_eyes_87]

You need to stop right now. I want you to take a deep breath and say to yourself, "Everything will be okay."

THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU.

It is perfectly normal to want to express how you are feeling with someone you love, and if he can't handle it then oh the fuck well. His problem, not yours. And as for not seeing your friends...well...you know who your real friends are and who will see you thru all this k?

I love you like a fat kid loves cake, and if you ever need anything don't hesitate to call (lol what am I saying you called me at 2). BUT anyways, you know what I mean. If you need to get away from everything for a few hours you know who to call.

But seriously...about the whole things going great and then turning to shit..well...that's life. And it sucks. Annnnndd.....

I LOVE YOU!!

K...I'm done ranting but seriously I hope I helped.

*muwah* *hugs*

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Yeah the worst thing to do is to blame yourself. To think that there is something wrong with you. Whether you believe in it or not, fate has stepped in where it needs to. I'm not exactly sure what's going on, but fate has said "this needs to happen".

It's probably for the best. Whatever is happening, don't blame yourself if you have no reason to. Be strong. And realize that you have so many friends by your side that care about you like crazy.

They are your shield. If you were in a galactic battle with aliens and marshmallows, they would be the shield that protects you when the marshmallows explode and spread acid marshmallow juice all over.

I know things will get better. You're a great person.