My life basically..
Havent updated in a long time so I decided I would.
Life...
Nothing really different for me just being my normal self. I guess you can say that I'm emo, many people have been saying that I am, and I think I am too. I dont really mind being emo, I rather like it. But I really hate school, drama, and shit like that! I'm just tired of it, the only thing I look foward during the day is when I get to science skills which were doing physics in, and ELA. The rest of the day is usually me sleeping. I dont have that much longer to bitch about levey because I'M GOING TO BE OUTTA THERE SOON!
Music...
Music has been my life lately, I get to preform with some people from school at the Detroit Operah house which is cool. Been drowing my self in music that I want to learn how to play, singing alot to devolp a better voice that I have no need for, since once I'm outta levey my singing voice stays there, or in my room until I come home. I have too many dreams for music that will never happen so I might as well just stop dreaming on them. I found new lovers! Fall Out Boy, and PANIC! At the disco, they have been getting me through the day, mostly Pete Wentz from FOB he is sexy! And has amazing Screamo that I'm jelous of! AND I'M PISSED BECAUSE THERE HAVING A CONCERT HERE AND THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL MY MOM WILL EVER LET ME GO!!!!! GGGGGRRRRRRRRR.
Dreamland...
I havent been able to sleep well lately because of the same dream I've been having night after night. Its something that I really need to just get over, and not let it get to me. I should write a story about it or something to get it off my mind and see about if it makes anything better, or maybe just finish the dream and not wake up in the middle of it and stay up for the rest of the night unless I take meds.
Friends...
I have too many friends who I'm getting ready to punch in there faces. I really have alot of people that use to be my so called "Friend" Yea right! I lothe them alot! I dont care though, many people are scared of me but say I could be so popular if I lighten up on the makeup, stop wearing to much black, listing to what I listen too, and be happy aka smile once in a while. I just dont care! But anyway!!!!
I'm going to go now