ITS CHRISTMAS ITS CHRISTMAS ITS CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so this weekend could be the equivalent of Christmas for me.

oh that would rock.

so I think I'm slowly discovering something much greater than myself.

Haven't found it yet.

and had a crazy-ass dream last night.

my birthday and Jess Martin and tornados and sheds and washing machines and no Ian and having the best moment of my life being when i opened my eyes and found i was still alive and so were Ian and Sarah. and writing that on whiteboards... and blood from eyes and yeah.

:-(

so that was the least I could do.

There is more.

I just gotta find it...

:-\

I love Wednesdays.

And I want to find out what I'm good at.

"Out of the corner of your eye won't be the only way you're looking at me then."
...DusT...

yesterday was awesome.

minus being sick.
minus the vigil :-(

Friday Friday Friday.
kinda wish i didnt have a game on Saturday....

and last night was the most beautiful night EVER.

"I'm somewhere in between..."
...DusT...

RIP Navy Dan.

You will be remembered so greatly, for you have touched so many people.

I don't know how I know, but I just know.

anddd.. im missing Ben's meeting tonight.
anddd.. i dont wanna go to practice.
anddd.. i dont feel too great.

anddd.. today's been a good day.

"Would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
...DusT...