I have just started writing poems and the first one I wrote is very good have had so many good responses debating if I should read it or not. But it will take a few drinks for me to get up in front of a room full of people to do it.

I am feeling kind of depressed today. I don't know why but I feel as though I have a hole in the middle of my chest. I am conflicted about what i have to do with the rest of my life and the fact that i have to grow up really fast and it is so scary. I know that i am 23 and most people my age are in school or graduated and have moved on to the real ( Read more... )

I know I haven't written in a long time but, I was in the hospital, and still don't have a computer at home. My birthday was yesterday so, my friends and I went out to effin gruven which was cool. I am not looking for a boyfriend but I have been talking to this one guy a lot recently and today he missed an hour of his class to hang out with me ( Read more... )

I have been so busy lately what with being sick for 4 days, and going to school and working. I do have great news my little bro is coming back to live for good. The bad news is that I am going to lose my apt. I have to put all of my stuff in one room and give my bro the other one. I am stoked though I really can't wait to see him I just hope ( Read more... )

I can go from being really happy to being really mad a little to fast. It is a little scary to think a person can do that. I was really happy then I heard that my boss was bad mouthing my in the hallway and other people were around. What the fuck is he for real I don't understand how a person that is supposed to be there for the students can be ( Read more... )

When I had to get up in front of the class to give a speech about me, I was nervous and now hold the record for using the most ums in the class (9).

Went out to dinner with tricia to celebrate her new job. I am so proud of her, and I know that she is going to do so well. I can't wait to hear all about it.

I am just sitting here with nothing to do. I think that I might get fired today. I came in and there was a new girl here I am a little worried about this I don't know if she is here to replace me or what is going on. I have two other departments that want me and so I won't be out of work for more then a few minutes literally.

What is the meaning of life? Is it to just reproduce so that the next generation of people can mess up this world more then we already have? I don't know why people are stupid, but I don't think that they have to be. I don't mean stupid as in uneducated I mean stupid in they repeatedly do the same thing over and over again and get the same ( Read more... )

Why is it that if you worship the devil then it is considered a cult, but if you worship God it is a religion?? I watch a lot of movies about God not religious movies, and from what I have seen it is the same thing but mind you I have never seen an actual devil worshiping ceremony so I don't know what they are like. But I know from personal ( Read more... )

When I called my mom to have her pick me up from school today she told me that she got tix to see David Cassidy. So we went to the show and had a great time then we went to Uncle Sam's Bar. She drank a little to much but whatever she doesn't go out much and she only embarrassed me a little. While we were there I totally got hit on by a guy I was ( Read more... )