So, a lot has happened since Christmas, which I am not sure all of it is for the better or not. As I said before my sister got engaged, and what a mess it has been ever since. First they were planning on getting married July 2008, which would be good because they would have plenty of time to save up and such. Then about 3 days later my sister calls ( Read more... )

Yay for Jesus's birthday! I seriously think my family needs to start the tradition of having cake and ice cream on Jesus's birthday, because I think it only seems fair. We will see what I can cook up next year ( Read more... )

I can't believe Christmas is coming sooo soon. It is exciting and kinda blah all at the same time. I am trying to focus more on the reason for the season this year instead of dwelling on the fact that this will be my first Christmas without Mike there is over 6 years. If I focus more on God and the plan he has for me I am more at ease than I have ( Read more... )

I can't believe it is already December...it sure did feel like it today. We didn't get any snow, compared to what they said we would. But this morning I did have enough ice on my car to make an igloo. It took me seriously over 15 mins to scrap enough of it off. It was insane. I am glad we didn't get the freezing rain on the roads and we didn't get ( Read more... )

So, today one of my boss's came into our training room today and had us go around the room saying four things we are thankful for. My original ones were: my family, my friends, my faith and my job. But after a while I was thinking about it, and there is more to it than that. All of these things made me who I am today. All the good, the bad and the ( Read more... )

I am so glad it is the weekend. Not so excited that it is the 18th, but there isn't anything I can do about it. My offical work training starts this week, it is pretty crazy and pretty intense. We have 5 notebooks filled with a 1000 pages per book. And we have three people from different offices in training with us also. They paired us up and I ( Read more... )

So, I wrote out an entry about not letting Mike get the best of me and that I had things under control. I swear to you everytime i think I do, something happens. So, after I got off the computer I went and worked on some of my scrapbooking stuff and then Mike called. I thought it was really really weird for him to be calling in the middle of the ( Read more... )

Things are looking up...at least I am making them. Trying not to think about Mike because that in general makes me angry and stresses me out. Sometimes it seems like things would be so much easier if he cooperated. I am over trying to figure him and anything and everything dealing with him ( Read more... )

This past couple of weeks have been pretty trying on me all together. It is like my system of emotions just wants to shut down and hide for the entire month of November. This November would of been Mike and mine 6 year anniversary. This November will also mark Mike and I not dating for a year. Weird how all of that stuff sticks into your mind. This ( Read more... )

I had to update so I could show off this new userpic...a little side note...Sarah as SOON as I saw this I thought of you...I can always make you smile...don't make me resort to this technique :) Miss ssssss you!!