I feel like my chest is going to explode. And really the worst part, is I want to go up to the girl and scream in her face that we had been talking everysingle day since it had happened and how could that mean that we werent still involved.. Even worse I want to punch her in the face. Im so mad at him but I feel like Im even more mad at the girl ( Read more... )

hhhmmmeeerrr, my livejournal! What a funny thing it is. I dont know if I'll ever write in here again, but like someone else said, I wont delete a thing, because "I was what I was when I was." :)

Im getting that feeling like im "alone in a crowded room".

..got me doin things i never do.

ok so i pretty much just figured out the answer to my life right now.

I totally forgot about this thing. I always do that. And whenever I find it again, I read back on past entries and realize how stupid i sound.

Appearance ( Read more... )

So that was probably one of the greatest things that has happened to me in awhile.
Acknowlegement.
Conversation.
Smiles.
Sharing.
It was so simple.
And it wont happen again.
:(

It was midnight last night when I decided that I was going to stay up all night. At first, I stayed up with talking to people who were online and listening to music and working on a drug survey for my drug use and society class. It started to get a little lonely when 2 am rolled around, most of the people on my buddy list had either signed off or ( Read more... )

I was so happy with everything.

Then you came along.

I wish I never met you.