poor self image lasts longer
last longer in the long run
and i held the hand of that ghost

imagine where you could change
like metamorphosis
heat feeding feeding
become a butterfly

don't throw away the old one
she can feed you when you're down
and you remember it clearly

you spoke to me slow ( Read more... )

not very happy...
and my heart bleeds,
between my legs
dripping red
erase me
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OMG... so ... im sitting at work doing shit on the soulDecision tour (yah i know gay times) ... and then... the phone rings... nothing new... i answer... "Hi.. umm... yah Hi, is Vanessa there?" and im like "yes, this is she"... and on the other end... "yah... hi this is Brian Adler at MTV Canada, how are you?" and im all like "im great! how are you ( Read more... )

she greives the darkness of the night
shattered by the light
less than lonely
but ever so singluar
she goes to bed and dreams of days gone by

dead disco
dead funk
dead rock n roll
you try to fix it
it doesnt work
lalalalalalala

my dead sense of love and romance.

just got home early

stupid valentines day

id stab cupid in the eye if i could

good thing i dont believe in love.

fine run away.
thats exactly what i expect.

im already headed in the opposite direction.

you don't really expect me to feel sorry when i dont really know what your reasons are.

yup.

so today i learned or atleast figured out something ( Read more... )

so do you ever get in those head spaces where the only thing your mind and body needs is one good fuck? just like... to be banged until oblivion happens ( Read more... )

have you ever realised that you dont need anyone but yourself ( Read more... )