i kissed it. ;-)

heh. i feel like painting. with my hands. i think i will soon.
school is too easy. i enjoy modern lit already.
this week i'll get my independent study situation worked out.

oh joy!!

<3
wifey

we drop bombs.
fukersss

my mailbox is an empty one.

i read some Rilke today. i forgot how much i loved his words.

today was ____

school. cpc.
picked up proofs. im beautiful.
picked up seth.
mayonaise.
watched the notebook.
fell asleep. that was nice.
felt bad about that.

seth goes home.
i wish i didnt work this holiday weekend.
but i need the money

for gas

pfft

i must be slipping. i dont understand.
little things. ugh

im excited about school, honestly.
but i feel like i do every year. not 100 percent.
i can already see myself leaving early every day.
what the hell is wrong with me.

stop being a weak bastard. okay. thanks. bye

i feel a nervous break down coming.
hold me closer tony danza?? hha

<3

im disappointed in some things ive recently done. i feel creative but i also feel lacking.

i need a refined talent.

boyfriend, where are you?
kiss me fucker

i couldnt be happier.

i wish i was twenty-something.
i have a strange mind.
i want a baby.
someday.

i have a girlfriend.
his name is Seth.

today i called into work. upset my mother. did not care ( Read more... )

living has been amazing!

somewhere i remember hearing that you should go for the people that like you, instead of trying to make the people you're interested like you. i guess its easier that way or something. i don't know. when i heard about it, it made lots of sense. but i dont know. that doesnt sound very honest ( Read more... )