this beautiful ugliness.

[orangepillbox]

there is an intense pain in my heart.
it feels like it has grown thrice its normal size
and is demanding MORE blood and MORE love and MORE of everything
just to keep beating
but its demands go unsatisfied.

don't worry everyone--i'm fine, i'll be alright.

i just wanted to share this experience with someone
outside of myself.

Comments

[_riomaggiore]

i'm pleased you are back, especially after i read this post. sometimes 'words' alone can't or don't communicate that you are supported, valued and so significant--not because of what you DO, but because of who you are--right now and forever.
life is a strange dog--but it can usually be trusted. protect your heart as you be wise as a serpent and gentle as a dove. ciao!