I ran ten miles on Saturday afternoon at George Pierce Park- I have never run that long straight through before- I was rather excited, and I could have gone longer
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locke, please
anonymous
October 3 2004, 14:27:48 UTC
hey whitney........ i called you a few times over the weekend, and called your house once i think (got the numbers from my phone bill, thank god) but nobody picked up either time........ i realized that you still may be a little tender from the last entry i wrote........ i looked back at it, felt sorta dumb because it was a little embarrassing for both of us, and it seems that you got angry at me for getting angry at you for that whole mess.............. i'm sorry whitney for posting on your livejournal about all of that, but you have to understand that i really didnt feel like talking on the phone about it and i didnt' think you would have wanted me to keep it bottled up inside....... i picked a bad forum to get angry at you, and i'm sorry...... i'm not sorry for what i said, though, because i think me letting all of that out has let me forgive you sooner....... if you truly deeply wanted to be close friends then you would try and put yourself in my shoes and think of how you would act after not being able to talk with your baby for
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adieu, adieu, adieudukeofmirthOctober 10 2004, 18:40:23 UTC
i'm not sure if my phone message went thru, so i'm gonna post the gist of what i said on here.......... i talked with kelly (i think it was) tonight and she sorta explained everything to me............ that maybe you were afraid of relationships........... and i would have taken everything as slow as you needed it to be if you had just told me what you wanted whitney......... it reminded me of The Runaway Bride, where you were Julia Roberts............ i wanted to be your Richard Gere, and be the one to break the cycle............. but i guess i just didnt make the casting call....... it was something that i needed your help with, and you just didnt want to give me a hand.............. and even afterwards, i did my diddly damndest to still be there for you as a friend while you were figuring it all out because i knew where you were in life and you had put up with dumb stuff i did, but still no help
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