What kind of sexual personality do I have? *cough* Jayson. . .e.e;


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Omg. I am so suicidal now. My best friend EVER that I missed for so long whom I love like a sister pretty much ( Helen ) hates me now. Because I accidentally said Pete lived in CA. I meant to say NC. But she also says I was being a bad friend. But you know what. I am, seems as how everyone I meet irl starts to hate me after a few months to a year. ( Read more... )

Haha. Helen and I are dumb. She told me to put some shampoo in the hot tub today. . and I did. Lol, uh huh. . a monsoon of bubbles. They were literally up 2 foot. It was so funny until my dad screamed at us. Lol, he was pissed and said "I wish I never let Helen stay over here" I was like "W . . t . . f" Anyways. Heh he's pretty cool with it now. He ( Read more... )

Here's a little cute something! <3

We gotta find another pawprint
thats the 1st clue

We put it in our
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As this will be a much more positive entry from the last. I am taking it much better and thinking of it as, he's just on vacation and he's coming back soon. xD Hey it works. Well Jayson and I had fun on the phone tonight. He called me for about an hour and 30 minutes. The last 30 minutes I did a little something something for him. And he helped out ( Read more... )

Remember that nice little entry about Jayson coming to see me? And me being so fucking happy? Hmm, well looks like things FUCKING changed. Last night with my little episode, crying SO hard cause I can't wait for at least 2 weeks to see him. Hm, makes it worse that I have to wait a fucking year now. I fucking hate it. He's going to see his dad in NY ( Read more... )

'm pretty much breaking down right now. I know I was all excited about J ( Read more... )

Wow. That was fucking interesting. A nice little 15 min long argument bet
ween Jayson and I. Lol, nothing serious though. <3! Bah it gets annoying ( Read more... )

Hmm, it seems like Jayson and I are arguing a lot more. I don't know if it's
cause we talk to each other ALL the time or what. Hmm, I hope it doesnt
lead to any annoyance from one of us. I hope we'll stop too. XD Cause it
's bugging me. But hey, if anything was to happen it would patch up quic
kly. Were pretty much inseperable. <3! I think it'll ( Read more... )

Aw, omg. David is down right now. ._. Hmm I feel bad. Jana is like breaking his heart. I feel like shit. -.- Yea, he seems really. Blah. I'm sorry David if you're reading this. I really am. I hope you cheer up soon! I hate seeing you down like this. Hmm. I hope you two work things out if you can. I hope there is something I can do to help too. ( Read more... )