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Mar 17, 2006 17:32

Here is my first Gravitation Fan Fiction...it is probably rated T, but I don't think it's that bad.

A/N: Welcome to my first Gravi fan fiction ever, I don’t own Gravitation, but one-day world domination will be mine, and so will Yuki Eiri. This story started to be a tragedy about how Shuichi left Yuki and then Yuki was literally falling apart, but I like this idea more…now the only question is what to do with the like 10 pages if the other that I have already written. DELETE….hahahahahahaha. This is based off my dream engagement so some things aren’t going to be Japanese, okay. I’ll explain it more when the time is right. Oh, by the way peace out to my muse may you always inspire me, and leave me speechless every time. To Zach, who every one of my stories are in honor of the day you changed my life. Goodbye and good luck.

An Important Engagement

Chapter One:

Shuichi woke up with the sun brightly on his face, a rare and special occasion when he woke up on his own and not to someone yelling at him was something to be savored like fine wine. With this, he could tell that today was going to be a good day and no one, no one was going to ruin it for him, no matter how hard they tried. He stretched his arms and legs and was momentarily frightened when he felt something else; it had slipped his mind for a second that he was sharing a bed, and then remembered and let out a sigh of relief. The singer had been with the author for five years now, and a lot had changed between the two.

Sure, Eiri was still somewhat mean to him, but not as often, as he used to be and when he was it wasn’t serious. In his eyes was something that many people who knew Eiri hadn’t seen in years, something people hadn’t expected to come from a once cold blonde, it was happiness. Although it only came, when Shuichi was around, usually when he fell over something or was just plain stupid, these little things would make the blonde chuckle. Shuichi would then find himself making mistakes just to hear that light laugh from the one that he loved, sometimes he paid for it with actually getting hurt in the process and Eiri who knew of his plan would just laugh harder.

Shuichi just laid there, basking in the sun light; he didn’t intend to get up until he was ready. He looked at the ceiling and then at Yuki, who was still asleep. The blonde was gorgeous there was something so innocent about him while he slept, and if you ever got lucky enough to wake up next to him it might just put you into shock. God is this what love is? How did I get so lucky, I have my dream career and the love of my life what more can I ask for?

“Do plan on getting up at all, or are you just going to lie there all day?” Eiri said in his cold monotonous voice, it still sent chills down Shuichi spine. Shuichi hadn’t even noticed that he was awake let alone out of bed. He looked at the clock 11:30, not bad.

“Only if you lay with me all day,” he said with a smirk, if Eiri had said yes the young man would have stayed in bed all day, and done whatever Eiri could think of, and when a bed was involved not many things came to Eiri’s sometimes perverted mind.

“Don’t count on it, but maybe we can go to bed early tonight?” he said raising his brow, letting Shuichi know exactly what he had in mind.

“Okay and I was just enjoying what a nice day it was. I want this to be a good day; I have that tour starting in a couple of days, which means work, work, work. You’re not going to be there, so I want to spend time with you. Don’t you want to spend time with me?” Shuichi whispered with his big puppy dog eyes, as he wrapped his arms around Eiri’s neck; Eiri couldn’t help but kiss his forehead.

“I keep telling myself only four more days till I am free, then it is just one big sex fest for how long are you gone, a month right?” Eiri couldn’t help but laugh because even though he was kidding and Shuichi knew that, he was going to make a big deal out of it. Therefore, it came as a big surprise to him when Shuichi just laughed, he didn’t even look mad.

“Just don’t fall in love with anyone, you might make me a killer,” he said with a teasing look in his eyes. Who could blame Eiri for what he did next, tackling the young singer, who was still in bed?

“I’ll show you love,” pulling him in for a forceful kiss. It was moments like this that made Eiri wonder what he had done to deserve such a wonderful life, for so long he had been cold. Now everything was going great, Shuichi had become less annoying, and his career was better than ever. What more could he ask for?

After making out for a remainder of the morning Shuichi and Eiri just laid in each other’s arms. It felt so right and neither one of them wanted to move or destroy the moment. Shuichi rolled over to face Eiri, to see that he too was smiling.

“I love you; I know I say that a lot and I mean it, but just now more than ever. God I am so lucky to have you.”

“No, it is I who is lucky, I love you Shuichi.” Shuichi laid there shocked Eiri told him that he loved him, not often, but enough to get him to shut up about it, but there was something different in the tone, the way that he said it. He really meant it.

“Do you really mean that do you really love me?” Eiri could now see that what he had said was a mistake and his lover would hold it over his head.

“No, I am just saying that to seduce you, usually I use alcohol, but you are easy, and after all I am just so talented and handsome. Who could resist?” Eiri said smiling, he knew that Shuichi would be disappointed with his answer and yet expect it.

“You know I love this being able to lie in your arms in the morning and tell you what is on my mind. I love how I can tell you the stupidest things on my mind and know that you will still be there when I fall. Yuki, I want to be with you forever. Don’t you want the same?”

Eiri had never thought about it, he loved the man more than life itself and knew that he couldn’t stand to lose him. However, did he actually want to be with him forever, could he see himself going old with this person? Never being with anyone else until he died, that was a big step, was he ready to take it?

“Shuichi, you know that I love you, and I can’t imagine my life without you. But when you say forever what do you mean like married?” he couldn’t believe what he was saying he knew eventually if they made it through all the fights and the mess, that the day would come where one of them would want to take the next step, but he couldn’t believe that it was now. Did he want this?

“I don’t know are you saying that you would be willing to marry me, would you be happy married to me?” Shuichi couldn’t believe it he was actually discussing maybe his marriage to Eiri Yuki right now. He never thought that this relationship would last, he was sure that after a year or so Eiri would kick him out on the street and it would be over. However, the author had warmed up to him. Five years later, the man standing in front of him wasn’t the same Eiri Yuki. Did this Eiri want to get married, but more importantly did HE want to get married?

“I don’t know do you want to get married to me?”

“Are you asking if I want to marry you?”

“So what if I am, are you going to answer or not?”

“Oh my God, yes I would love to marry you.”

“Well, if I had asked you we would be engaged, to bad I didn’t ask.”

“Yuki you fucking bastard, I ha---,” Shuichi was cut off by Eiri kissing him; he tried to pull away from his boyfriend, but quickly gave in (Who can resist Eiri Yuki, after all…I for one couldn’t.). This continued until there was a knock on the door. Eiri tried to convince Shuichi just to ignore it, but Shuichi stated that he was “mad” at Eiri and this would be his punishment. He wasn’t really mad, he was disappointed and he had gotten his hopes crushed.

When Shuichi opened the door he noticed Tohma cursing to himself, “God Damn mother fucking, I’m going to kill them; I swear to God, I am going to kill those bastard, fuck.”

“Um…excuse me do you want something, because me and Yuki were kind of busy.” He said blushing. He really disliked when Tohma came, he and Tohma had never seen eye to eye and it was plain for anyone to see, even through the fake polite smiles both of them wore.

“Well I hate to bother you on your vacation time, but I have just been informed that all that all the work on the new song is gone. Nobody knows what happened so it looks like you are needed back at the studio; if you go now then maybe you can get it done today. So get dressed and get down there.” That wasn’t the only reason Tohma was there, or else he would have called, but that was no business of Shuichi.

In the five years that he had known Shuichi, he had never really liked the young man. It was nothing personal; it was just that he held the same power to hurt Eiri that Yuki had. In addition, he had been able to heal Eiri’s heart, as no one else could, no one including Tohma. It was no secret that Tohma had had feelings for Eiri, he had had the need to protect Eiri, in all ways, and he had wanted to be Eiri’s everything, and even in some ways his lover because then he would know that Eiri would never have to hurt again.

“Okay, I guess, but you are explaining it to Yuki, not me.” Shuichi knew that Eiri would be somewhat disappointed that they could not finish what they had started, but knew he would understand. That was the thing about them both being famous they understood when work called, it had to be dealt with immediately.

Eiri was still in the bedroom wondering why his lover hadn’t come back yet. Their conversation earlier had him thinking that maybe being married to Shuichi wasn’t a bad idea; it was even somewhat of a good idea. They had been together longer than a lot of couples had before they got married, and he really didn’t see himself without the singer anytime in the future, plus if it didn’t work out there was always divorce.

Inside Eiri’s brain was a battle between Eiri Yuki and Eiri Uesugi, the past and the present. Yuki wanted to get married to Shuichi because he knew that Shuichi was the one, he had always been, while Uesugi thought that it was a bad idea that Shuichi would eventually find someone else better. Hell he probably already had, he and that guitarist friend of his were pretty friendly. No, that was silly; Shuichi loved him.

Eiri continued his thoughts when his bedroom door opened. At first he thought that is was Shuichi back for some more, but then quickly realized it was Tohma and jumped to get some clothes on, even though he had his boxers on, he didn’t feel comfortable with Tohma if he wasn’t fully dressed and even then.

“What you don’t trust me, is that it Eiri? I am hurt, I am a married, I get no pleasure from seeing you in your boxers.”

“What are you doing here, and where is Shuichi? And no I don’t trust you, that bulge in your pants tells me everything I need to know.”

“Eiri, it looks as if I am the one who shouldn’t trust you. How would you know the effect you have on my crotch, unless you have been looking at it.”

“No, I haven’t been looking at your crotch, I may be gay but I’m not stupid. Where is Shuichi?”

“Shuichi had to go in the studio; I’ll entertain you until he gets back though.”

“Thanks, but no thanks; I have some errands to do.”

“Can I help?”

“No, but can I ask you a personal question?”

“Yeah, whatever, shoot.”

“How did you know that Mika was the one? I mean she is the one, right?”

“I like you Eiri, but not that way, it’s strictly brotherly, so I will answer you honestly. The one is the one person in this world that truly gets you, the one person that no matter what struggles you endure you always end up together. The one is the person who makes you and breaks you when you look in their eyes. You know they are the one when you still get nervous every time you talk to them no matter how long you’ve known them. When you look at them and think God, they are so beautiful. When your biggest fear is not being with them and that scares you enough to want to die. However, you truly know they are the one when you cringe at just the thought of them being sad and you try to do everything in your power to make them happy because that is the only way that you will be happy. ”

“Oh, is your love that deep?”

“I think I knew I was in love with the first glance. When the only thing I wanted was to say ‘I love you’ repeatedly. When I wanted to break-up because I thought that I wasn’t good enough, I wasn’t worthy. I knew I had met the one when I sat down at my computer and wrote a fifty-page letter about everything that I felt. You are thinking about Shindou, aren’t you?”

“Yeah, I guess that I am. I know that you have never liked him, but he means the world to me. I think I might want to marry him.”

“Are you sure? I mean this is a big step, and Shindou is a moron, and I don’t want you to get hurt.” Tohma said looking Eiri in the eyes with concern.

“I know and I think that you should know that Shuichi has never hurt me. He loves me and I love him and I think that I should marry him.” He said in a very serious tone, he meant every word that he said.

“Did Shuichi ask you to marry him, Eiri you don’t have to. Is he backing you into a corner, if you don’t want to tell him no.”

“No, he didn’t ask me. I brought it up and I sort of asked him earlier, but he thought I was joking. Tohma, I know that you want what is best for me, but I think that it is time to let go. Shuichi is taking care of me now, I am going to ask him to marry me and that is that. And so help me, Tohma Seguchi, if you do anything to screw this up, I will personally kill you.”

“Fine, but there is one thing I need to know. Do you want me to call you Mr. Shindou or him Mr. Yuki, if I were you I’d have Shuichi take Uesugi, just to piss your Dad off?” Eiri couldn’t help, but laugh at this. Tohma was his best friend, beside Shuichi and it comforted him to know that he was finally starting to see the truth.

“Back on topic, I came here to talk to you about something, as you know Bad Luck is going on tour for a month and the thing is your publishing company wants you to go, they think that it’ll be good promoting for you new book if you are seen with Shindou more often.”

“Let me guess and NG is going to make a pretty penny from us being seen together too.”

“Yep, and here I thought I could convince you I was trying to be nice. They think you two will gain more fans if you guys spend more time together.”

“I guess that would be a good idea to tell you the truth I was actually going to ask you if I could, maybe even offer my services,” Eiri said licking his lips. “But now that I don’t have to oh well.”

“You are such a tease Eiri; I guess that is what people love about you. However, you know you aren’t the same cold heartless bastard I used to know. That kid has softened you; if I didn’t know better I would think that the old Eiri was back.”

“Thank you for the complement, I guess. Now get the hell out of my house!”

“Oh, a little spunk, nice to see you’re back.”

As he heard the door slam, Yuki pulled out his laptop maybe he could get some work done before Shuichi got home. With that, a smile claimed his face, just the thought of Shuichi made him smile, and it wasn’t even just sexual. Over the years, he had learned to love the young man and all his faults.

A/N: So what do you think so far, I am trying to make the characters as close as possible to how they are in the manga, but I really wanted to soften Yuki up a bit and toughen Shuichi up, and man is it just me or is Tohma a little lippy. Just the way things were going I think that is how they would be after five years. Did you notice how Tohma never answered the question about Mika? Oh, what could this mean, honestly, I don’t know yet but I wanted to leave this open so that if I decide anything then I can put it in. This scene just reminded me of a song, I’ll probably do this after ever chapter like my other fan fictions if you don’t like it oh well, but I guarantee all the lyrics that I post are really good songs, most my favorite.

"Oh What A Day"

I hadn't met you

From what I heard, I thought I had

Sorry to disappoint you

I wasn't all that interested

When you left that 10-minute message

I felt I knew you less and less

You don't play games

You make mistakes

Oh what a day

Oh, oh what a day

I can't stop thinking of you

I wasn't looking

For the right things

A week straight playing phone tag

How could we ever last

I like the problems

Tell me about your psychiatrist

Tell me what's wrong

Please make mistakes

Oh what a day

Oh, oh what a day

I can't stop thinking of you

Oh what a day

Oh, oh what a day

I can't stop thinking of you

I like what's wrong with you

Yes, I like what's wrong with you

What's wrong with you?

What's wrong with you?

Oh what a day

Oh, oh what a day

Oh what a day

Oh, oh what a day

Oh what a day

Oh, oh what a day

I can't stop thinking

No, I can't stop thinking

I can't stop thinking of you

If you are wondering the band is Rooney (I adore them, my favorite band, ever!) In addition, if I do this again, oh well bear with me. Now back to the story. Wait where was I? Oh, sexual attraction.
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