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rejection
So I tried going into this org, but wasn't accepted. What's funny is I'm sort of relieved that I don't have to pay the fee, or divide my time in the future for it. What's kind of sad though is that I have nobody to ask for help in that venture anymore. That was why I wanted to enter in the first place. It's okay though, that just means that path ( Read more... ) -
connections
I really do have trust issues. My sister confirms it with a facebook status saying that we're both like the characters in a certain anime, and the character she connects me with has trust issues. yes motherfuckers, I don't trust you ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
December 16, 2012, Galo finally asked me to marry him, in the form of a delicious Japanese dinner and cake at Senju Restaurant in Edsa Shangri-La Hotel. The attendants were overly courteous since they were all in the plan, but All I thought was that it’s because this was a fancier restaurant than the ones we were used to dining in. I was in a mild ( Read more... ) -
Passion
I live in dualities and it really is confusing most of the time, especially when things get messy with people. I used to be a passionate person, except that person went away for the most part of my childhood because of stupid ass bullies, and in came my apathetic self. I guess that was my main coping mechanism to avoid getting affected with such ( Read more... ) -
Pressure cooker
The thing is with conversations, it won't go as well as you usually intend it to when the other party is still seething with anger ( Read more... ) -
talking trash
So, this time I heard I'm being insulted behind my back. What's interesting is, there's no basis for it. At least when I insult someone, there is a chunk of truth in it so much that it hurts. The way I heard I've been insulted is like how kids say "you're ugly" when you've done something mean. Furthermore, if there is a whole chunk of truth it it, ( Read more... ) -
Anime...
Honestly these anime are mocking me.
Sukitte Ii Na Yo
Tonari no Kaibutsukun
but all that aside, I feel like maybe I inherited my grandma's bipolarity. I read some symptoms and almost everything fits, save for a symptom or two. I even took a questionnaire. LOL
but yeah, who cares. what's important is one's own happiness. -
reminiscing
There definitely were good times before. I know that, and I cherish that... too bad most of them were fake. There were a lot of awkwardness and detachedness there. See, people don't really trust me. I don't really care about people not trusting me because I don't trust people easily either. I hate it that I've let my guard down a couple of times ( Read more... ) -
hectic
today was hectic.
kids had exams, I checked papers, finished my paper and creative output, compiled feedback, presented and commented on other presenters. I am TIRED!
weeeeeeeee
