i just found out one of my really good friends from when i was a kid
killed himself tues morning.

this month has to get better.

my gpal is still hanging in there.

everything right now is a mess ( Read more... )

well.. it's funny how it works ( Read more... )

and call it play day.

mon we went to leseans dad, jimmy, and kelly's place ( Read more... )

its seems that im always bitching on this thing ( Read more... )

i swear ( Read more... )

and music

just lets the body rest

takes the tension of the day off

just for a minute

for the time you sit

and listen, feel the music in you

find the soul

love it

i just want to settle down
im tired of all these teenage years
and finding where the next party is.

its nice everyonce in awhile.
but its too much.

does anyone around here ever grow out of this?

... well the journey to get on the actualy journey has begun ( Read more... )