WHY ARE YOU READING MY JOURNAL???

I don't get that.

SCOTT.

fucking so stupid and I'm about ready to say fuck it all.

and start all over again.

Only one thing that is keeping me here right now.

and he's not even talking to me.

It's like you give all this energy
and nothing comes back.

wtf.

same time of the year, same thing.

MY BEST FRIEND JUST HAD A GIRL!!!

8 lbs
21 inches long
full head of hair
847 AM

I can't wait to see her!!

i can not get this song out of my head ( Read more... )

how come people who have it ALL in their hands ( Read more... )

can drive me crazy
want to drag my nails across the board
until they rip off and then
drag my nailbeds against spikes.

but i still love you

all the madness and insanity
will never compare

i am dirty and need a bath

but i am happy.

we stayed in that bed and were so bored

but we were happy.

stuck in that car until 7 in the morning

but still happy.

and its times like these when i feel the pressure

but im happy.

to stop following your heart
and to start following your head

....will it be any better?

i need to chill
and clean me up.
too good for this

....breath . think. do it