"Not like Yesterday"

[orapronobis]

It seems my hours of sleep have been all confused and now I seem to be up at 3 a.m. and asleep by the time noon rolls around. Clearly I am living the dream of every single tacky wannabe goth out there. Slightly irritated by this I am trying to recover my normal schedule of sleeping but I can't seem to. Lying wide awake in my bed when four O'

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[anonymous]

We lose. We lose everything. We are lost. I read your words Daniel and am touched by your lack of arrogance and yet your complete lack of humility. The tribute entry reminded me of the trophies a serial killer might take from the victims. It is like you have a fetish for placing severed fingers on your mantle piece so that when you feel nothing and you feel the world has slipped from your grasp you can gaze upon them and think " I hurt you, therefore I am"
You never hurt me I was always a few steps away in all directions. Looking to a place that we will never be and that never existed.
Take care with your life and be gentle to those that you have made need you.
V

"Trembling Voices of Children"

[orapronobis]

I am a stronger person for hurting those who loved me. Is it because I hurt them? Not its because I did what I thought was right and indeed I was wrong. I have loved and lost. I have lied and sinned. I have at the very core become the monster I was afraid of my entire life. Though now I know my limitations. I know myself very well now. I know the monster that used to haunt me is no longer immortal and indestructiable. I know I can defeat him if he ever decides to show his face again. Do I keep a trophy of severed fingers? Naturally, not to bask in the glory of the pain I inflicted but more of a reminder of what I am capable of if I just let all hope and control go

Re: "Trembling Voices of Children"

[anonymous]

Daniel....I am not Vin

Re: "Trembling Voices of Children"

[orapronobis]

Don't know who you are then