so you went to Vegas for the weekend to celebrate your 21st. and in some odd way, it's a relief, knowing you're gone. out of town ( Read more... )

i never did get you that card. i thought about it; i even planned on it. until last night when i started thinking and maybe, you dont need the card after all. to tell you the truth, maybe you dont need me, either ( Read more... )

your birthday's tomorrow.
a married man is calling my home at three in the morning.
i told michaels new girlfriend, she'd be an idiot if she lost him.
and i made out with BJ last night, even though. well, you know.

my head is spinning.

so seeing you tonight was not exactly, what i'd come to expect ( Read more... )

went back to blond today. i guess because, i want to be the same girl you remember.
that girl wasn't brunette.

i know. sad.


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so you know what? push me. i'm asking you to push me ( Read more... )

you taught me to hide ( Read more... )

i wish i could smoke cigarettes, in my room ( Read more... )

so i've been really off balance lately. like somethings, not quite right. somewhere. and it's very overwhelming to my mental state ( Read more... )

the pictures should be ready by two. and i'm a little nervous, seeing you again. i'll probably show up late, hands trembling, money ready. and the Eckerds clerk will ask me my last name, and when i tell her, she'll look at me like maybe she knows. she knows i'm waiting to flip through old memories of "lindsey and ray", and she knows about the ( Read more... )