Random thoughts of a broken heart
Once upon a time i was the only one that can put u to sleep just by rubbing your back .
you only felt safe in my arms , that you immediately fell asleep each time i spooned you , then i fell asleep . We were eachother’s home.
Today , we both long for belonging in other people arms ..... but it’s never home.
it’s a pity where we were and where we become ...
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Remember when we were having burgers in the car by the water front , watching that guy walking on top of the fencing wall to the beach . You kept waiting for him to falll so you crack out laughing on him , but when he didn’t, u started to spit little paper balls on him through the straw to distract him and get him to fall ..:D
You were still an evil bitch lol
You are such a ball of fun .... <3
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Some days i wake up feeling empty inside ... hollow and over whelmed with sadness that i cant explain .
Nothing new would have happened , nothing old changed ... just this feeling of loss and pain ..
Then i start to wonder .... is this the link that we always had ? .. am i feeling you across the globe as i usually did ?!
Is this link still alive and i am just sensing ur struggle of accepting this situation?
Or is it just wishful thinking
😢