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orchidblack

Reminiscence...

May 23, 2007 00:27

"...There is much to be said about missing those independent days. I miss mine, though I love my husband more than I could dare to think. I miss being able to go out of town for shows and to see old friends. I miss hanging out all night with people I truly had much in common with. We would stage impromptu musicals and plays on the grassy ( Read more... )

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mordekai777 May 28 2007, 17:32:20 UTC

Wow i really understand what you feel sister.I had a girlfriend for 3,5 years and i also felt kinda alienated towards my friends as i felt i didn't need them as much as i do now that i'm alone again. i missed hanging out and do lots of fun stuff that i can do now again. But i also miss having a loving girl at my side but God promised that there's someone for me coming my way and i met someone in church last sunday finally someone who also likes goth music. I'M NOT ALONE!!!! God bless sister

orchidblack May 29 2007, 16:53:41 UTC

Congratulations! I pray all works out for you.

mordekai777 May 30 2007, 16:23:25 UTC

Hej Orchid i saw on yer web site that you also sing and write music. Have you got an album or a demo out? I like yer paintings. The tree reminds me of a dead tree i drew on me closet door last year. cool stuff. You should read my poetry stuff i'm planning to release it in a bundle some day with short storys. Thanks for yer prayers xx Mordekai

orchidblack June 26 2007, 01:58:19 UTC

Hello... I'm so very sorry it's taken me this long to reply to you.

I won't bore you with the reason(s) behind my absence. Thank you very much for the compliments. I'm glad you like the tree... trees, and dead trees in particular, I've always found so very beautiful. I don't have a cd out (yet) though I'm talking to musicians, and about to set out on a search for more. There's simply too much that I want to do... I don't know how to balance the time properly, so I may never get it all done. I would love to read your work... let me know when you do release it.

I hope all is well with you, take care and may God richly bless you.
Nightbird

longsuffering23 June 2 2007, 11:44:51 UTC

i read your words and i find fear in myself. I too enjoy doing what i want and when i want to do them, and as the possibility of i getting married draws closer, the idea of freedom becomes smothering. I realize this was not actually what you were trying to convey, but i understand your feeling for freedom ( ... )