It must be that time of year again

[orchidchaos]

So yeah, I had another emo episode. This time I drove down to Lake Michigan with the intention to go swimming and never get out of the water. When I got there, I realized that driving off in the middle of the night in my mother's car without telling her what I was planning was a pretty bad idea. So I went home and checked myself into the

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[calanthe_fics]

Your hair must be very pouffy if you can hide stuff in t. I now imagine you have
a) a beehive
b) one of those mad old woman birds nests.
Both of which is fine.

It's an interesting move from driving off for a swim to trying to inject yourself with air.

:-/

Do you find that once you're in a safe environment you can let go? It's really good that you managed to get to hospital.

[orchidchaos]

I love this hospital. I've been here before and it helped. But I think I need long term help this time. After the air embolism episode, my mom told me I am no longer allowed to watch ER. I said, too late, I'm a medical student. You'd have to erase my mind. As for my hair, I braided it underneath the fluffy part and hid my iPod in there. Don't worry, I won't strangle myself with the cord, it's my only grip on sanity in here.

My staff is really friendly and unfortunately for me, most of them are quite attractive. Great, not only am I emo, suicidal and broken, I'm also horny as hell!

And people wonder why I hate my life.

This post is mostly fluff. If you want to know how I'm really doing, that will be have to be emailed.

[calanthe_fics]

If it would help you feel better then by all means e-mail me.

calanthe dot fics at gmail dot com

I am just going to bed, but I'm back online in about 10 hours time.

Hang in there.

:)