OK, i sucked it up and went for a walk to the library. NOTHING. not one contraction whatsoever. The baby's happy, he's wiggling around like a spaz, i feel like an arm is going to pop out of my crotch. now i'm just fucking hot and irritated.

I cant wait til my drs appt tomarrow. It's getting to where this baby's movements are really painful. i've been having mild contractions the last 2 days. I'll be a week overdue if i make it til wed. I'm really wondering if the dr'll want to induce. I'm ok with it. 
Adam called and told lily if she's not here for him to call @ 8pm tomarrow, then he' ( Read more... )

I never thought i'd be HOPING to be in pain. i had alot of contractions yesterday, but none hurt and its diving me crazy. i just want this to start!!!

I was looking up crap on yahoo! answers and the pregnancy questions are fucking insane. every other one is " I had unprotected sex! can i be pregnant ( Read more... )

 i'm ready to be done with this crap. I'm showing NO SIGNS of labor coming any time soon and  i'm due next wednsday. Lily starts school the 21st, so i hope i go byh the 18th. I'd hate to be in the hospital for her 1st day at a new school and have nate have to do everything. My friend anne is coming from seattle this saturday til the 16th, so it ( Read more... )

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wow.  i didnt notice when i was pregnant with Lily, but some people are just fucking insane about breast feeding and circumcision. I mean really....fucking crazy.  It's totally fine to have your opinion about whatever, but i HATE people who push their beliefs on others. it drives me crazy.

well, i'm feeling a little more mellow today. not as batshit anxious about everything. I'm actually pretty excited about the baby today,insted of just being nervous. i went thru lily's stuff and her room will be ready when shes back on the 9th for sure. i should get it done next week. we still gotta pick up the crib from rae. i still need a bouncy ( Read more... )

I'm home on my lunch break and something in this house smells like ass. I think its the turtles tank. I'm so fucking sensitive about smells (even not pregnant) that i just keep smelling the whole house and getting grossed out. I'll have nate clean it when i get home. i dont know what i'm gonna do when the baby comes,the idea of poopy diaper stench ( Read more... )

I'm watching that moment of truth show. Who would want to do that? it seriously would not be worth 100,000$ to me. and i'm a broke ass girl.