I find a certain fakeness about some people, even those close to me. I don't even know if you would call it that, actually.. It's like, they have to live up to other people's standards, impress other people and themselves while they're at it. I mean, without realizing it, they make others feel bad by elevating themselves. And I bet a they don't ( Read more... )

Some family is in town, some just left. I love large family gatherings. I find them so fun! :) This new laptop is pretty sweet.... :D I got a new fish and he's still nameless. I think I'm going to go with Spiderman though because he's red and white. I'm supposed to take him to college with me. :)
Oh, and I got my room assignment for summer term :D i ( Read more... )

My dad just bought me a new laptop that cost an awful lot of money........
But i love it :)

It's amazing how much we keep things bottled up inside; all our emotions and feelings towards people and situations.
More than ever, i've relapsed into holding things back from people. I don't even know what i'm getting at here. All i know is everyone has so many different problems that i've come to not share mine as much. I've come to the ( Read more... )

Senior awards were tonight and as we were leaving, my mom got a call from my dad saying our grandfather died.
I'm not sure when the funeral is, but I'm hoping to go... I would really enjoy seeing my family, even under solemn circumstances..

Today was an epic fail for a last day of school. Well, not so much in school, but after.
The day started off with the seniors being allowed to wear their college shirt and jeans :) When we got to school, Katie took a picture of Kenny, Alexi, Dibbie, Angel and I in the parking lot. :)<3 Precal final was easy, I guess. And I really didn't have a TA ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in Lee's class as Ryan Key's amazing voice fills my ears. I'm going to miss this place... high school. I haven't recorded how I've felt or anything as this transition is happening.. I know I'll want to know what I was feeling during these final days.. but I guess it hasn't hit me. I love seeing what people write in my yearbook. I like ( Read more... )

Majors:
-Communication
-Sociology
-Elementary Education (or some kind of education)
-Psychology
-English

Minors:
-Creative Writing
-English
-History
-Sociology
-Mathematics

Oh, and I fully plan on double majoring :)

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing.
With a broken heart that's still beating.
In the pain, there is healing.
In your name I find meaning.
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to YOU.

I'm spending way too much time on useless things.. I've got my head way into the world and not in God /: I hate when I get like this! I always think about that my future is going to be like and how I want to own a nice house and have a family, but that might not be what God has in store for me.. I really do want to go to another country.. I want ( Read more... )