I wish I'd see a field below ( Read more... )

so fucking stressed out...

    Yeah, I wanted to revoke that last entry. I regret writing it, it's way too weird. I don't know why I did that. I was upset or something. But yeah don't feel like that. This weekend was pretty fun. It was good. In class though and can't really talk. I just wanna know.....

-Why are people so god damn difficult? That's all....

You're trivial

and you're so angry
and so caught up with yourself
and focused on what you don't have,
that you can't see what you do posses.
What is it that you have though?
What do you have to give?
Nothing?
What surrounds you that's of actual worth?
Why?
What is it you want?
Why are your needs so special?
Why is this life so dull to you?
Is it because ( Read more... )

I'm so pissed...i wasn't nearly as productive this weekend as I wanted to be...I
I didn't stick to my guns either
Or work out
jeez....

Made it...

This week has been bad. Almost as awful as my first week back home this last break.
It actually wasn't that bad, I mean it's not anyone's fault. Not anyone in Rio's fault anyway.
I don't know what's happened. The chemistry's changed. I mean it's still occasionally fun.
But it's just harder to make things work.
I've been good thought at ( Read more... )

    So this vacation hasn't been the total shit spiral I thought it was going to be. Who knew? Not I..As fate would have it, I've had a rather wonderful time here in Rio actually, well I guess that's what happens when you set the bar low. To be honest, I left Austin in such low spirits, and no offense to any of my friends from Rio, which are like ( Read more... )

    I'm so sleepy. I was just hit with a wave of tiredness. God, It's almost four in the morning and I couldn't be happier. Earlier this weekend on Friday was when it all started. We went out with Cody and saw some comic improv group. To be honest I could tell that nobody initially wanted to go, and I'm not going to lie to you that once we got ( Read more... )

      I don't know why, but this past weekend just sucked for me. I mean I was hanging out with all my friends, doing things I usually love. I just wasn't able to absorb any fun out of it. I mean my depression could be attributed to the fact that there's been awkward tension between some of my friends, but I don't know. I'd much rather make this ( Read more... )

Ugh! Finals are creeping up as soon as next week...I'm so worried....I can do it....I guess