Water break, I got my water and stood beneath the shade under the staircase. I started to walk to the bandhall out of boredom to see who I might encounter. As I walked I noticed a shadow walking behind me. Could it be? Oh I hope so...I saw the shadow's hand reach out as if it were trying to call to me. I didn't want to turn around out of nowhere, I ( Read more... )

Wednesday, October 19, 2005 ( Read more... )

Why do I hate her so much???????Fucking Penguin, and not the cute cuddly kind, but the one from batman and robin...the disfigured one...Don't mention names The nickname is, " The Penguin"

Once the threads of fate are tangled they cannot come undone...

Lately I've turned a 180 and have been like completley different from how I usually am. Like right now I can't really type that well....? I've been really like nervous, and like my insides feel warped. I think it's more emotional than medical...I've lost my apetite/appetite, I'm quiet, I don't know just...lost. Yesterday we had band practice and it ( Read more... )

Yesterday afternoon sucked really badly. We had All Valley practice and we practicing at the thing I'm supposed to be like the best at...the two mallet piece. Well first Anthony played then we all played together, then job, then alan, ricky, Then it came time for me to play. I choked so badly I played it like three times...and I kept on hitting ( Read more... )

Man this weekend was half good, saturday really blew. I mean we went to BOA we poured our hearts out in sweat no less. We didn't make finals...we were like eighteen out of like what...23 wow...well maybe we didn't pour our hearts out but well I put quite a bit into it. I guess that's a lot. I think I developed a new crush but it's too soon to say ( Read more... )

I hate updating I feel so lonely, like when I read other people's journals it's like you all are there, but when I update I'm afraid to write...I don't know I've got abandonment issues ( Read more... )

Today I was walking in the hall to Ms. Shaffers class and I saw someone that I don't like walking with crutches and I was so tempted to Kick one in so that he'd trip over them and fall on his ugly face...but I didn't...On the subject of broken bones my dad broke his ankle yesterday, he jumped over a fence and landed with his foot in a hole and well ( Read more... )

Put "yes" or "no ( Read more... )