....These are things I'll never say....

Well tonight was interesting....apparently i'm a pretty big deal!!!

number one asshole on a campus i dont even go to....i must say, im pretty fucking sweet

Soo....last night was a good night. Daniel Wayne Stratton and I split a fifth of Smirnoff strawberry....and Jacob Wamsley and I split a fifth of tequila. Now thats a lot of liquor! I went to the bar with Joey Bear, Mark, Patrick, Dan, and Tim....drank some more there. Of what? I really don't know. There was a new guy me and Joe were trying to ( Read more... )

Dear Self,

Stop pressing. You're pressing. Just let shit happen, or else it will all fall apart, and you'll be to blame. You're happy. Let it be.

Ooooooooh ( Read more... )

Mother of God ( Read more... )

I think its pathetic when so-called good friends flat out lie.

Skeez.

And its just so like you...
so considerate!

Watching me fall....
Having the patience to watch me find my feet
and then gently sweeping them out from under me again.

Ugh..I'm at my cottage. On the way here, I had the craziest thought. I approached the Clare exit....and I didn't want to turn. There was this large part of me just tugging to keep driving....drive until you run out of gas, and start a life there. Who cares where it is, what you do.....just live. This led to all sorts of thoughts about my life.... ( Read more... )

It feels like every day is an up and down roller coaster in my life. One day, I'll wake up and everything seems to be going perfectly fine, and my life is the best I could ask it to be. Then the next day, something will happen, and then something else, and it just seems to snowball completely. Last night, I sat here and drank by myself. I promised ( Read more... )