The fantasy was definately way better than the reality. BUT I can always teach him right? I mean if you look that good does it really matter if he isn't toooo bright or if he sucks just a little bit when it comes to the lip action? I guess i will find out in time! For now i will just keep with the wednesday\thursday visits. At least then i get to ( Read more... )

OMG! It has been far too long since i have updated this thing. So much has changed in my life. When i read my previous entries i feel as though i am reading someone else's live journal. Since my last entries i have met and experienced relationships with so many new people. My whole outlook on life has changed from hopeless to vigerating. I finally ( Read more... )

I am at the bank opening a savings and checking and ordering my debit. Can't stay long but i will check back

Good bye, Good luck, Good riddens!

All i'm ready to do is have some fun... what's all this talk about love?....
I am so glad i am leaving! I wish it was today! 5 more days and only 2 of work counting today. I think i am leaving my phone here. That way no one can reach me and i will be FREE:)

I guess it is starting to sink in that i only have one week left in MS. I really need to start planning for the future. Tonight i am going running, clear my head, begin deciding what i need to bring and what gets to stay behind. I am soo sad. I am going to miss you DeDe the most. You have become such a big part of who i am. I feel like i take you ( Read more... )

I had an amazing night with a wonderful person. I am so shocked and thankful to have him in my life! I don't feel like i deserve the friend i have found in him. I feel so up lifted today. Like nothing can touch me after being with him. No matter what goes wrong i can't seem to be upset. It is so rare to come across someone who can make you feel so ( Read more... )

I had an amazing night. It still kind of scares me that i am opening up to a new person. I know eventually i will get hurt in some way but i can't shut myself off forever. So even though i am absolutely terrified, i have decided to let him in. Hopefully i don't fall flat on my face but if i do it won't be so bad, i mean i have survived way worse!

I guess all guys are dicks. Not that i blame them i am sure it is all my fault after all i am the one who provoked it right? Same shit just disguised in a different body. I don't know what i am going to do i mean i am leaving anyway so why should i bother. Yes i care about him but wtf was that attack about? Any advice? I have no reason to apologize ( Read more... )

Let me start out by saying de i LOVE you not just la you but it sounded cute right? And by no means is your friendship being outranked. I have fun with both of ya'll it just with him it is a COMPLETELY different kind of fun. Even though i have heard you have a pretty big secret! LOL Anyways i am soo lost. I don't know what i am doing these days or ( Read more... )