alrighty, so this entire week, starting later today, i'm going to be in grand prarie, so if you want to get ahold of me (although not many would) you need to call my cell, because i don't actually know my dads home phone #. apparently my house got invaded by ants last night and my mom is so pissed off at my sister (because it's her fault that the ( Read more... )

don't you just love conversations that start out that way. i was actually looking forward to swuuci, now i'm not so sure.
...darkness cover me
   deny everything
   slowly walk away
   to breathe again
   on my own...

so i got my suuci registration confermation, and on the front, highlighted, it says NO GUARDIAN, i looked at that and, while my sister was sitting right next to me said "what the hell" because cheryl eldrich had said she could be my advisor, but apparently, she's staff, and staff can't be advisors. god damn.

Yep, so last night was awesomeness, i went out to some of my moms friends grandparents farm, and i do mean farm, with actual crops ans livestock and everything, and we messed around on four wheelers and dirt bikes all day, i crashed the mini bike and i have a big ass scrape on my back, and i didn't realize it until this morning. and there was this ( Read more... )

So, the last two weeks have blown, hard, all i did was sit around and watched two little punks who will never get along, and who bicker over the stupidest things, like "who gets to eat the last goldfish in the bowl" but there was one plus to it. I got to spend almost an entire day at sixflags with Emily. that, ladies and gentlemen, was the best ( Read more... )

so, the rally... it was a rally, and awesome one at that. Even with all the tornado bullshit, and the people crying about people who died, and shit like that. umm... got to spend alot of time with my angel, which i really wanted to do. and i get to see her some more tomorrow. yay. I found out my aunt who was taken away from ft worth pretty much ( Read more... )

so, i've got three tests tomorrow, none of which i've studied for, i think i'm just gonna write in tiny print and tape it to the back of my id, which i'm required to wear, so that's convienient... then i've got two tests teuseday, and two more the next day. damn, i don't think i'm gonna bother studying at all, because its boring shit... blah, ( Read more... )

You are, enemy
You are my hated enemy
I am enemy
Number one rated enemy
I'm labelled enemy
I am your mortar enemy
My actions enemy
Make me your bitter enemy

All the world around enemy
They're tearing up the ground enemy
They're drawn in by the sound
Enemy, enemy I must eliminate my Enemy

Your people, enemy
My people's hated enemy
What are you, enemy
Though a ( Read more... )

Still sick, and i can barely talk, it really bites. Watched one of the most horrible movies ever today. Starship Troopers. Much better book. Got a nice email from my angel today. Ummm... Other than that, i did absolutely nothing today except sit around the house and stare at the ceiling. I'm not sure if i spelled that right, but i'm too lazy to ( Read more... )

I'm not supposed to be scared of anything
but i don't know where i am
i wish that i could move
but i'm exausted and nobdy understands
(how i feel)
I'm tryin hard to breathe now
but there's no air in my lungs
there's no one here to talk to
and the pain inside is making me numb
I try to hold this, under control
they can't help me
cause no one knows
Now i'm ( Read more... )