In addition, I am sick of the "just friends" speech. Yes I love my friends, but I feel like if I gain anymore guy friends then I myself will turn into a guy. :P

that is all

see video clip:
friend is a four letter word
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mm70afsCO7k

My dating life has been pretty bad recently and I finally reached my breaking point. I'm not capable of bouncing back right now...in fact, if I stop to reflect I just feel like crying and sleeping; I want to drink and eat chocolate but I know those don't help. call it depression, call it a rut, call it a heart broken...whatever it's called it sucks ( Read more... )

asking for honest I guess is like asking for a slap in the face. lesson learned ( Read more... )

Okay so...Double Date = One Date with Two Guys? yes ( Read more... )

I try to keep an open mind and I love hearing peoples ideas and learning new things and meeting new people ( Read more... )

The sun did come out and it's blue skies with puffy white clouds...and SNOW!!
I love waking up to snow. it's like witnessing a miracle...which sound horribly cheesy I know, but it's the surprise and the beauty that takes your breath away.

now it's time for a perspective change...but first, breakfast :)

Just finished one of the most awkward first dates. I enjoyed the evening...but I felt no sparks, just...I can't put into words; it felt weird. I felt like I was in middle school again when a good friend of mine decided to start liking me. the one way crush. I'm usually the person crushing, not the target. I am people-pleaser, which I sometimes ( Read more... )

Lately I've been really attacking getting my house in order. I'm simultaneously trying clean, hang pictures and such, and unpack/straighten my junk room. Progress is being made but in small increments and it's tiring work. I have about 7 pieces of art work hanging, my remaining movie collection made it to the living room and I'm slowly gaining ( Read more... )

Yesterday I almost wrote my first bad mood post in a while...and on Thanksgiving day no less. But I didn't write b/c I didn't have time and I knew the origin of my bad mood: SLEEP (the lack of ( Read more... )

Movie induced mania rant ahead...do not try to follow my thought process here ( Read more... )