Comments | orlandopokey: Heartbreaker....

orlandopokey

Heartbreaker....

Jul 08, 2007 00:39

Someone onece told me that I was a player....I am starting to think that they were right! I once again broke the heart of a guy who cared about me and was kind enough to let me into their life. So one again I find myself alone, and I bet there are quite a few I told you so's out there right now. What more can I say.....I am cursed to wander this ( Read more... )

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Pokey namelessheart July 8 2007, 20:31:52 UTC

You're so beautiful, you're precious and you're the nicest girl and you mean a lot. It hurts when I feel you losing hope, faith and trust in fate and in the people that absolutely love you unconditionally. Yeah sure I screwed and fucked things up and certain individuals might say "I told you he's a loser. He's doesn't deserve you." And maybe they truly are right I could never deserve you. No matter what hun our destiny will be walked out. Sometimes we just need to put our trust in a higher power. God has an original design and I believe when things line up everything will start to fall into place for the better.

I saw one of my ex's the other day. She said "O baby I've missed you!". I felt comforted and appreciated but if I had a choice of any girl in the world it would be you.

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Re: Pokey orlandopokey July 9 2007, 22:31:22 UTC

Well he did try....but I let go....This was all on me this time! And I am truly sorry for hurting him.....But it is for the best....

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Thanks.... orlandopokey July 9 2007, 22:30:15 UTC

Thank you phantom...but I still feel like shit. I mean it seems like I hurt just about everyone I come into contact with...especialy those of the male gender! You are one of the lucky few I guess...

I think I best stay alone for a while....become one of those die-hard career women! What do you think?

~Pokey~ aka Edonia

namelessheart namelessheart July 10 2007, 06:01:21 UTC

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Heyyy buddy namelessheart July 12 2007, 19:56:02 UTC

33 C today over here in Florida. I know it's crazy lol but I really hope you're having fun in Woodstock. There's purpose in your life I want you to remember that and it's so important that you live to be happy and try to live to your true fullest in whatever you pursue. I believe we all have a part in creating our futures and shaping destiny for our children and our childrens children. I want to encourage you to be strong and keep your chin up kiddo.

Edonia You're A Very Fun Person And Super Fun To Be Around namelessheart July 13 2007, 02:56:43 UTC

I think me and you had a good small chat not long ago before your laptop started to die. Sorry that you didn't have your plug dear. In all honesty I think a good friendship like we once had was very nice. Right now I hold no grudges at all and find it very easy to talk to you as a friend. I think the thing about serious relationships is when you have lots of distance between you it becomes super hard and very easy to become fustrated. The lack of attention and effection for me was super hard to deal with. The odds stood against us for the relationship to survive. I talked to Kat about it and she agreed with me. I don't want you to feel like it was your fualt because it wasn't. I have taken steps to attempt to move on even though my heart feels damaged but I know I'll get through this ( ... )