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[orphananthem]

I remember once upon a time.. when i used to never complain, and i would always smile

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[eiren]

Move over here :D

nutshell.

[xxxataraxiaxxx]

i would find the internet and phones ( long distance ) usually easier to deal with myself... but im always kinda a loner person anyway... but still if you dont hardly see anyone that often you miss them alot, and the times you are with someone you dont fight with them, or bitch with them, because you know that its going to end and your gonna have to go back to your shitty day to day grind when they leave... its kinda like life and death,... when you know someone has a terminal illness and their days are numbered i would doubt you would argue over the same stupid shit you used too... it kinda humbles you, ... i think i used to be passionate about that, ... take me and morgan, things were great until we went from seeing each other once a month for like a week for her like LIVING with me for two months,... just was too much too fast... but that gets old too,... its all about finding someone who is on the same level... that understands the balance between overexposure and not enough time together... relationships are a delicate balance

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[orphananthem]

yeah you're right.. about conquering my surroundings..
only problem is.. i dont have any motivation to do so, theres nothing in my surroundings that i want. nothing i think i need.