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ummmm... i dunno. i just don't wanna anymore. no more caring. no more wishing. nor more whining. just watching and thinking. i'll be better off.
EURIKA!!
edit: i was talking to kat about it, and i think i know what i'm often aggrivated about.
-we defined what i thought of a good time. i'm pretty easy to please. i could have a good time holding/being held and talking to my person; to going dancing with them. doesn't really matter, i think the only thing i want is to know they like me back. the attention. i suppose that also answers why i'm so concerned about what people think of me. may feel under appriciated.
-then, i guess i have a problem getting close to people. just the people that i want to get close to. it's ironic that the people you aren't as concerned about are the ones that kind of wedge their way into your attentions/affections? at least that's how it is w/ me because i'm not one to be mean just because you're annoying. unless you're related to me, (funny how that works as well.) i'll just avoid them if they're excruciatingly annoying. but i don't really get close to the people that i want to. now i hope i didn't offend anyone, because you're all my friends and i'm grateful for it. this just doesn't apply to you because i don't think i've ever had a crush on any of you.
HA! i was thinking when i wrote that. i have, on two of you potential readers. but aside from that everything is applicable
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i can't wait for school to start. i miss the social aspect of it. and even if i don't like the social aspect, i'll have something that i'm interested in to occupy my time.
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the olympics are really cool. i think i missed fencing, but i heard it wasn't that interesting. like, they were going quick, for the points. no sword play. that's what i was hoping it would look like, but evidently it wasn't.
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romanians are hairy
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i need to pick up a sport again, just something to get physically active. i know everyone who's going to read this is going to roll their eyes when they read it. but i looked in the miror today, and i didn't like what i saw, but it's only because i remember what i used to look like.
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gymnastics is soo cool, it incorporates strenght and beauty and it's just so freaking amazing what those people can do.
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the mens uniforms are red white and black.. i wonder why not blue. i know that solid colors/ particularly dark solid colors fool the eye into seeing clean lines. but their uni's are primarily red. i know that this is his third olympics, but blaine wilson sux. like, not his skill, but he always throws a tantrum. kind of like to show he could have done better. but, come on dude. don't throw a tantrum on international tv. like, this russian guy broke his finger on p-bars, and the way his face looked was like ''ahh damnit, not again.. aight coach, could you hand me another finger''. hell, i probably would have yelled ''OOH SHIT!! my FINGER" and like fainted. hmm, this is bad. to the second comentary on dj's live journal. i think it's time for me to go.
-peace
EURIKA!!
edit: i was talking to kat about it, and i think i know what i'm often aggrivated about.
-we defined what i thought of a good time. i'm pretty easy to please. i could have a good time holding/being held and talking to my person; to going dancing with them. doesn't really matter, i think the only thing i want is to know they like me back. the attention. i suppose that also answers why i'm so concerned about what people think of me. may feel under appriciated.
-then, i guess i have a problem getting close to people. just the people that i want to get close to. it's ironic that the people you aren't as concerned about are the ones that kind of wedge their way into your attentions/affections? at least that's how it is w/ me because i'm not one to be mean just because you're annoying. unless you're related to me, (funny how that works as well.) i'll just avoid them if they're excruciatingly annoying. but i don't really get close to the people that i want to. now i hope i didn't offend anyone, because you're all my friends and i'm grateful for it. this just doesn't apply to you because i don't think i've ever had a crush on any of you.
HA! i was thinking when i wrote that. i have, on two of you potential readers. but aside from that everything is applicable
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i can't wait for school to start. i miss the social aspect of it. and even if i don't like the social aspect, i'll have something that i'm interested in to occupy my time.
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the olympics are really cool. i think i missed fencing, but i heard it wasn't that interesting. like, they were going quick, for the points. no sword play. that's what i was hoping it would look like, but evidently it wasn't.
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romanians are hairy
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i need to pick up a sport again, just something to get physically active. i know everyone who's going to read this is going to roll their eyes when they read it. but i looked in the miror today, and i didn't like what i saw, but it's only because i remember what i used to look like.
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gymnastics is soo cool, it incorporates strenght and beauty and it's just so freaking amazing what those people can do.
--------------------------------------------
the mens uniforms are red white and black.. i wonder why not blue. i know that solid colors/ particularly dark solid colors fool the eye into seeing clean lines. but their uni's are primarily red. i know that this is his third olympics, but blaine wilson sux. like, not his skill, but he always throws a tantrum. kind of like to show he could have done better. but, come on dude. don't throw a tantrum on international tv. like, this russian guy broke his finger on p-bars, and the way his face looked was like ''ahh damnit, not again.. aight coach, could you hand me another finger''. hell, i probably would have yelled ''OOH SHIT!! my FINGER" and like fainted. hmm, this is bad. to the second comentary on dj's live journal. i think it's time for me to go.
-peace