so can we please talk about the fact that i have a 101 degree fever and that i feel like absolute DEATH. i was up all night puking and then i wake up at 8 IN THE MORNING I NEVER DO THAT. the one time i actually need sleep i cant even do that! typical. TYPICAL ( Read more... )

also! for those of you who care for a pregnancy update, im 14 weeks and counting. ive convinced myself its a boy but what do i know? ive got a little less than three weeks until i can get an ultrasound to find out the sex. actually, haha, i can find out what it is on valentines day. theres my valentines day present. told you i was a creative ( Read more... )

so ive developed this huge crush on jo koy recently. his smile is just absolutely amazing to me ( Read more... )

waiting waiting waiting to make is past the point of being paranoid of miscarriages. the last two happened after break-ups and sad, stressful CRAP so this one should be fine but its always scary ( Read more... )

jacobs mother is terribly intimidating. i was thinking HAHA IM HAVING YOUR GRANDCHILD YOU HAVE TO LIKE ME AND BE NICE TO ME NOOOW. but i was only thinking that and i did not say that because jake hasnt told her yet and he is waiting until he goes out of town with her this weekend ( Read more... )

my birthday happened. jake bought me a super nice camera which i immediately lost because i am just that great. i found it yesterday, though, so im really not a terrible girlfriend. my dad took us to see metallica. my grandparents took us out to eat at this awesome place in lake oswego. typical birthday stuff ( Read more... )

oh dear. some people DO deserve to catch fire and slowly, slowly burn to death ( Read more... )

so my birthday is rapdily approaching. considering i spent my 18th birthday with my ex boyfriend and his now girlfriend and her ex boyfriend and it was a total DRAG i have to make up for the lack of awesome and have a fucking rager this year. i was originally planning on having it at jakes but it looks like theres going to be upwards of 60 people ( Read more... )

i am pleased to announce that after searching high and insanely low for these bad boys, both pairs are now on their way to my sweet little self.


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having such an awesome boyfriend, i guess i never really thought about how i would deal with it afterall. duh. the Second-Best To Dirt mentality doesnt work well while standing next to someone you think is exponentially better than anyone you could ever hope to be. and not just because i love him so much but because i genuinely feel like he has ( Read more... )