thought and memory

[orzparty]

it'd been an ideal that i exalted. i remember high school, and the plans for college, not wanting to let go of people i held dear. listening to the nixons, the fall, and not fucking a girl because your friend was into her, even though you no doubt cared more for her than he did. solidarity. some lasting and reliable bond that i could draw strength

Comments

[jenafi]

one day, i think you'll find it.

it's good to see some slight optimism. it's better to have loved and lost and all that.. yeah? i need to call you soon so i will.

[crownedone]

Why didn't you call me that one saturday?

[orzparty]

because i am a sad bastard person. and i didn't have the stuff. but i do now! so i'll call you tonight.