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[oscar_wilde3]

Ok, so tomorrow I'm taking charge and I'm actually going to do something constructive and progressive. I'm going out to meet people and look for a job. I can't sit in the house anymore. It's driving me mad

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[oscar_wilde3]

-The giants too stood on the shoulders of others- *pssst, that's why they're so tall...* Wow am I corny or what?

Re: What I Meant by NEW fiction.

[oscar_wilde3]

Yes, like I said in my earlier comment, please don't go anywhere! And yeah, I know.. I constantly do that to myself. I just expect nothing but the most amazing things from myself, not for bragging rights or anything like that it's just like I was the guy who cried if he got anything less than an A on his report card. I have this really crazy need to over-achieve. Well granted that's only in things I care about, I believe my parents would agree I am grossly under-achieved in room cleanliness. Not only am I setting myself up disappointment but I'm almost completely ruling out that I'll be able to do anything in the first place. I know it. Ask my dear friend Deanna how compulsively I throw out pretty decent work because I just decide I don't like it. Well... maybe I'll be like Harper Lee and come out with one book, but that book will be just perfect. I don't know.

Thanks for the post and by all means please continue to do so.

Oscar